-I have just been to the supermarket. Buying including 2 packets of Hot Dog SAUSAGES, tomato sauce, grated cheese and buns
-when I was putting them in the fridge. The container of tomato sauce slipped and fell to the floor. A slight bit of tomato sauce on the floor
-I thought of it looking like blood. Maybe someone trying to hurt themself like Diana over me
-that made me think. There are two trips I had to New Zealand's biggest city Auckland. One in 1981 and one in 1987
-both involve the idea of a female replacing a male
-both trips resembled each other like in a reflecting point by point
-in 1981 my grandparents and I stayed at the RAILTON / REVELATIONS / REALITY Hotel. On the main downtown QUEEN Street. Just along from the Hotel was what looked like a newsstand second hand bookstore. It looked at the time a column shape. Going along from it was like an underroof passage leading maybe to a small Mall
-I bought at that newsstand All-Star Squadron 5. A second hand recent DC Comic. A new series teaming many of the super-heroes of WW2. In it the new super-heroine FIRE-BRAND was introduced. She was replacing her injured brother ROD Reilly
-that trip in the Foyer of that Hotel sitting on the stairs was a girl maybe from local living where I did. She looked like Dannette Reilly / Fire-Brand. The right height with long red hair. I heard the local girl looking like her lived in my Darraghs Road. Was a prostitute after school hours
-that time in 1981 I spent about my only time sleeping away from my grandparents in the Hotel. I stayed separate in a very small Hotel room
-in 1987 our Geography Class went on a Camp to Auckland. We were allowed some free time when downtown Auckland and at Queen Street. At the base of Queen Street by the like Pier was a small square. There was in it a bedroom sized standalone store. Selling magazines. I saw in there a couple of comics old style Graphic Novels on Oz. In Oz books there is the character Tip. Who learns he was born Princess Ozma and had to go back to being a girl
-on that Camp I was in the showers. A boy Michael Fitzgerald stood naked facing me directly on. His GROIN area still only partly now fully tanned. He looked a bit like DICK GRAYSON / Robin. There was too from the last year who had been Head Boy the previous year. The student named Paul CAMERON / GAR LOGAN. I think somehow another version of me when very young was Gar Logan / Beast Boy / Changeling. Paul Cameron was standing in the main dining room area with a white towel around his waist. And a long black cord neckless. His body hair was similar to Gar Logan's in later years of comics and Cameron looked like Logan. Short, attractive, hairs on arms, legs and all over his chest
-all of those events mirror each other
-each time I was staying away from home. In New Zealand's biggest city. So that could mean I could have had the sex. And there is a chance to switch locations
-in All-Star Squadron (A.S.S.) it is the super hero Rod Reilly who is replaced by his sister as the new Fire-Brand. In Oz books the boy character Tip returns to being a female
-since the main points reflect each other and both deal with different sexes. Maybe those trips were set up to show me I am the father of William and Harry
-the fallen container of tomato sauce from the HOT DOG packet made me think of Diana trying to cut her wrists or come off trying to look like that
-when I went to the supermarket today I was thinking of the time years ago. I wanted to go to the supermarket early evening. I thought of the idea DC Comics staff might be waiting to torch me in the supermarket carpark. And I thought of the character Fire-Brand too. My bike I had just started to lock to a stand of shoes. The bike key flicked out. I was maybe over a hour looking in my bike parts, in the stand of shoes in the lounge couch. I had a meeting with my Lawyer and a Budget Advisor the next day. And walking to it would have been a mammoth task
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